Thursday, July 20, 2006

Today started off so well. Evangeline and I started the day at the festival and things seemed to be going so well. I was happy to hear that their was real hope that she would be able to see. That coupled with the knowledge that the cost would be substantial. I understand her need to do this on her own, but feeling as I do about her I need to do all I can to see that she has all the support she needs. So I called Vincent to make sure he was still setting up the title fight.

I didn't expect to run into my doctor, and finding out that I need to see him before I commit to a any more fights. Even though I am now more determined than ever to go through with the fight. Evangeline had every right to be pissed at me for one staying away so long, and for keeping the plans I had to help her from her. Evangeline thinks it is about pity, that's crap. I need to be able to help her get her sight back because that is what she wants. I saw her expression when she told me there was a light at the end of the tunnel and she would see it. I care enough to help her dreams come true.

I didn't expect to blurt out that I was falling in love with her, I know for her it may be way to soon, but when she said she was falling for me I felt like I'd been given an unexpected gift from heaven. Evangeline is the reason I get up with a smile, and have found happiness again, and I now know she is where I am. I'm one lucky man. Todd busting in made my blood boil, but I remained calm until I saw he didn't want to exit gracefully, and was determined not to hear Evangeline's request to leave. I shouldn't have argued with him. I should of just thrown him out and was about to when suddenly I heard a scream....